Wednesday, April 08, 2009

The sun was barely coming up



Hello sweets, I think I'm getting the flu bug :( I'm going to die tomorrow because that Mr White didn't give me the Taman Negara edusave form, and he expects it in by tomorrow. And it's kinda my fault because I didn't bother to get it from him. Therefore, I'm screwed.

Anyway I screwed up a total of 3 tests this week, and frankly I'm not very unhappy about it. Not that I'm estatic that I blew everything up, but I guess I'm too tired to care. I've been dancing like a mad horse for the past few weeks, I barely have any time for myself. Practice practice practice... I'm so exhausted. I don't know whether to hope for SYF to come faster, or come slower. I kinda wish we had more time because the dance isn't very together right now. At the same time, I can't wait for this to end, because I really need time to focus on my studies. Central Judging's in exactly a week's time. I don't know how I should feel about this. I'm not feeling the butterflies and sparks I usually feel when a performance is nearing, I don't even feel like it's coming at all. All I know is that I need sleep. Desprately.

xo sweets.

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