Wednesday, February 10, 2010



You said there were cities beneath glass floors.
"Does that mean that the sky is made of glass? What if the sky broke? "
You were quiet for some time and then said, "If the sky shattered into millions of little pieces, all the world would be covered with stars."

The ding dong chiang season is here, I'm getting excited. It's always nice to see relatives you don't see very often. It's fun to clap your hands like a child when watching lion dances. It's good to take a break from all the senseless competitions we have in school...

The season of heart shapes is also here. This year, I'm going to tell all the people that matter to me in my life that I love them, because I do. When I tell you that I love you, I really do. Because I don't tell many people that I love them. So when I tell you how much I love you, please believe me remember that you are important to me, and I love having you in my life.

So, what's new? Well... I screwed up Chemistry SPA today. Surprise surprise. Physics SPA last week was fine. Common tests are over, and I'm a happy girl. I've got a list of to-do's in my organizer, but that doesn't bother me because things are actually getting struck-off.

I wonder how it would feel like when my sister leaves for Melbourne. (MELodie is going to MELbourne, hehehe I'm so cool.) I've never had anyone close to me leave for such a long time before. I know I will miss her, because I love her and she is important to me. Sis, I know you're reading this because I know you secretly read my blog, don't pretend. So please know that despite our little arguments, you are the best sister in the world. I love you with all my heart. And I really don't want you to go off like that, but I know that after you complete your studies over there, you're going to come back and become famous. And you're going to be a star. You're already a star in my eyes.

January has been fun. And busy. Busy and fun. I can't believe I'm 16 this year. I can't believe I'm going to be leaving this school next year. I remember how it was like to walk through the school gate on the first day of secondary school. Uncertainty, fear and excitement all in one. Everyday was a "fight for survival". My goal was simply to stay out of the seniors' way, find a friend, find someone you can trust. Now, I walk into school, and suddenly I'm home. I know every corner of the school like the back of my hand. I turn to my right, and there's a friend. I turn to my right, and there's another. In this school, I've found another family. And before I know it... I'm leaving? It's really hard to accept.

Yes, so all these are the things that have been on my mind the past few weeks, just sayin'.
Happy Chinese New Year

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