Hi everybody. I have not touched my holiday homework, and I have like 10 days before school reopens. Wow, the term 'school reopens' sounds really scary now! Hahaha. I won't deny I'm a bit scared for school. Well, partly because I'm in triple science and I have to start mugging my eyeballs out. The other reason is... well, I always feel a bit afraid of going back to school. But I'm going back this time fearless, and full of faith. YAY! Because God didn't put me in this school to be frightened, but to be bold, and to do His work. I really want to rocket through 2009 and rely entirely on God's strength this time.

I was praying this morning and I was sort of telling God that I really don't want to fail Him in 2009, I want to succeed. And I felt God telling me that I don't fail when the outcome is not what was expected, I fail when I do not put my whole heart into it, and when I don't rely on God for strength and guidance. God doesn't want me to do everything by myself. He wants me to excel with His strength.

I just looked to my left and there are two Popular plastic bags with books inside. Okay that just made school feel even more intimidating. Hahaha. Christmas is in 4 days. Everyone loves Christmas :) Yay. Oooooooo and Culture* Awards Night is in 6 days! Heehee. I'm so excited because this year's prom theme is masquerade. Woohoo! Cannot wait.

Today Gordon's mum made sheperds pie for us. Awezames I like :) And today we played secret santa. Sorry Justin I know my present is like so lame! Hahaha. And thank you Shawn for the Carebear. Yay :) He put the carebear in a shoebox wrapped in newspaper and Brian said it was in a coffin! LOL!

xo sweets